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by Jerry Farber, 1969
Students are niggers. When you get that straight, our
schools begin to make sense. It's more important, though,
to understand why they're niggers. If we follow that
question seriously enough, it will lead up past the zone of
academic bullshit, where dedicated teachers pass their
knowledge on to a new generation, and into the nitty-gritty
of human needs and hangups. And from there we can go on to
consider whether it might ever be possible for students to
come up from slavery.
First, let's see what's happening now. Let's look at
the role students play in what we like to call education.
At Cal State L.A., where I teach, the students have separate
and unequal dining facilities. If I take them into the
faculty dining room, my colleagues get uncomfortable, as
though there were a bad smell. If I eat in the student
cafeteria, I become known as the educational equivalent of a
niggerlover. In at least one building there are even rest
rooms which students may not use. At Cal State, also, there
is an unwritten law barring student-faculty lovemaking.
Fortunately, this anti-miscegenation law, like its Southern
counterpart, is not 100 percent effective.
Students at Cal State are politically disenfranchised.
They are in an academic Lowndes County. Most of them can
vote in national elections -- their average age is about 26
-- but they have no voice in the decisions which affect
their academic lives. The students are, it is true, allowed
to have a toy government run for the most part by Uncle Toms
and concerned principally with trivia. The faculty and
administrations decide what courses will be offered; the
students get to choose their own Homecoming Queen.
Occasionally when student leaders get uppity and rebellious,
they're either ignored, put off with trivial concessions, or
maneuvered expertly out of position.
A student at Cal State is expected to know his place.
He calls a faculty member "Sir" or "Doctor" or "Professor"
-- and he smiles and shuffles some as he stands outside the
professor's office waiting for permission to enter. The
faculty tell him what courses to take (In my department,
English, even electives have to be approved by a faculty
member); they tell him what to read, what to write, and
frequently, where to set the margins on his typewriter.
They tell him what's true and what isn't. Some teachers
insist that they encourage dissent but they're almost always
jiving and every student knows it. Tell the man what he
wants to hear or he'll fail your ass out of the course.
When a teacher says "jump", students jump. I know of
one professor who refused to take up class time for exams
and required students to show up for tests at 6:30 in the
morning. And they did, by God! Another, at exam time,
provides answer cards to be filled out -- each one enclosed
in a paper bag with a hole cut in the top to see through.
Students stick their writing hands in the bags while taking
the test. The teacher isn't a provo; I wish he were. He
does it to prevent cheating. Another colleague once caught
a student reading during one of his lectures and threw her
book against the wall. Still another lectures his students
into a stupor and then screams at them in a rage when they
fall asleep.
Just last week during the first meeting of a class, one
girl got up to leave after about 10 minutes had gone by.
The teacher rushed over, grabbed her my the arm, saying,
"This class is NOT dismissed!" and led her back to her seat.
On the same day another teacher began by informing his class
that he does not like beards, mustaches, long hair on boys,
capri pants on girls, and will not tolerate any of that in
his class. The class, incidentally, consisted mostly of
high school teachers.
Even more discouraging than this master-slave approach
to education is the fact that the students take it. They
haven't gone through twelve years of public school for
nothing. They've learned one thing and perhaps only one
thing during those twelve years. They've forgotten their
algebra. They've grown to fear and resent literature. They
write like they've been lobotomized. But, Jesus, can they
follow orders! Freshmen come up to me with an essay and ask
if I want it folded, and whether their name should be in the
upper right hand corner. And I want to cry and kiss them
and caress their poor tortured heads.
Students don't ask that orders make sense. They've
given up expecting things to make sense long before they
leave elementary school. Things are true because the
teacher says they're true. At a very early age we all learn
to accept "two truths," as did certain medieval churchmen.
Outside class, things are true to your tongue, your fingers,
your stomach, your heart. Inside class things are true by
reason of authority. And that's just fine because you don't
care anyway. Miss Wiedemeyer tells you a noun is a person,
place or thing. So let it be. You don't give a rat's ass;
she doesn't give a rat's ass.
The important thing is to please her. Back in
kindergarten, you found out that teachers only love children
who stand in nice straight lines. And that's where it's
been at ever since. Nothing changes except to get worse.
School becomes more and more obviously a prison. Last year
I spoke to a student assembly at Manual Arts High School and
then couldn't get out of the goddamn school. I mean there
was NO WAY OUT. Locked doors. High fences. One of the
inmates was trying to make it over a fence when he saw me
coming and froze in panic. For a moment I expected sirens,
a rattle of bullets, and him clawing the fence.
Then there's the infamous "code of dress." In some
high schools, if your skirt looks too short you have to
kneel before the principal in a brief allegory of fellatio.
If the hem doesn't reach the floor, you go home to change
while he, presumably, jacks off. Boys in high school can't
be too sloppy and they can't even be too sharp. You'd think
the school board would have been delighted to see all the
black kids trooping to school in pointy shoes, suits, ties,
and stingy brims. Uh-uh. They're too visible.
What school amounts to, then, for white and black
alike, is a 12-year course in how to be slaves. What else
could explain what I see in a freshman class? They've got
that slave mentality: obliging and ingratiating on the
surface but hostile and resistant underneath.
As do black slaves, students vary in their awareness of
what's going on. Some recognize their own put-on for what
it is and even let their rebellion break through to the
surface now and then. Others -- including most of the "good
students" -- have been more deeply brain washed. They
swallow the bullshit with greedy mouths. They honest-to-God
believe in grades, in busy work, in General Education
requirements. They're like those old grey-headed house
niggers you can still find in the South who don't see what
all the fuss is about because Mr. Charlie "treats us real
good."
College entrance requirements tend to favor the Toms
and screen out the rebels. Not entirely, of course. Some
students at Cal State L.A. are expert con artists who know
perfectly well what's happening. They want the degree or
the 2-S and spend their years on the old plantation
alternately laughing and cursing as they play the game. If
their egos are strong enough, they cheat a lot. And, of
course, even the Toms are angry down deep somewhere. But it
comes out in passive rather than active aggression. They're
unexplainably thick-witted and subject to frequent spells of
laziness. They misread simple questions. They spent their
night mechanically outlining history chapters while
meticulously failing to comprehend a word of what's in front
of them.
The saddest cases among both black slaves and student
slaves are the ones who have so thoroughly interjected their
masters' values that their anger is all turned inward. At
Cal State these are the kids for whom every low grade is
torture, who stammer and shake when they speak to a
professor, who go through an emotional crisis every time
they're called upon during class. You can recognize them
easily at finals time. Their faces are festooned with fresh
pimples; their bowels boil audibly across the room. If
there really is a Last Judgment, then the parents and
teachers who created these wrecks are going to burn in hell.
So students are niggers. It's time to find out why,
and to do this we have to take a long look at Mr. Charlie.
The teachers I know best are college professors.
Outside the classroom and taken as a group, their most
striking characteristic is timidity. They're short on
balls. Just look at their working conditions. At a time
when even migrant workers have begun to fight and win, most
college professors are still afraid to make more than a
token effort to improve their pitiful economic status. In
California state colleges, the faculties are screwed
regularly and vigorously by the Governor and Legislature and
yet they still won't offer any solid resistance. They lie
flat on their stomachs with their pants down, mumbling catch
phrases like "professional dignity" and "meaningful
dialogue".
Professors were no different when I was an
undergraduate at UCLA during the McCarthy era; it was like a
cattle stampede as they rushed to cop out. And in more
recent years, I found that my being arrested in
demonstrations brought from my colleagues not so much
approval or condemnation as open-mouthed astonishment. "You
could lose your job!"
Now, of course, there's the Vietnamese war. It gets
some opposition from a few teachers. Some support it. But
a vast number of professors who know perfectly well what's
happening, are copping out again. And in the high schools,
you can forget it. Stillness reigns.
I'm not sure why teachers are so chickenshit. It could
be that academic training itself forces a split between
thought and action. It might also be that the tenured
security of a teaching job attracts timid persons and,
furthermore, that teaching, like police work, pulls in
persons who are unsure of themselves and need weapons and
the other external trappings of authority.
At any rate teachers ARE short on balls. And as Judy
Eisenstein as eloquently pointed out, the classroom offers
an artificial and protected environment in which they can
exercise their will to power. Your neighbors may drive a
better car; gas station attendants may intimidate you; your
wife may dominate you; the State Legislature may shit on
you; but in the classroom, by GOD, students do what you say
-- or else. The grade is a hell of a weapon. It may not
rest on your hip, potent and rigid like a cop's gun, but in
the long run it's more powerful. At your personal whim --
any time you choose -- you can keep 35 students up for
nights and have the pleasure of seeing them walk into the
classroom pasty- faced and red-eyed carrying a sheaf of
typewritten pages, with title page, MLA footnotes and
margins set at 15 and 91.
The general timidity which causes teachers to make
niggers of their students usually included a more specific
fear -- fear of the students themselves. After all,
students are different, just like black people. You stand
exposed in front of them, knowing that their interest, their
values and their language are different from yours. To make
matters worse, you may suspect that you yourself are not the
most engaging of persons. What then can protect you from
their ridicule and scorn? Respect for authority. That's
what. It's the policeman's gun again. The white bwana's
pith helmet. So you flaunt that authority. You wither
whispers with a murderous glance. You crush objectors with
erudition and heavy irony. And worst of all, you make your
own attainments seem not accessible but awesomely remote.
You conceal your massive ignorance -- and parade a slender
learning.
The teacher's fear is mixed with an understandable need
to be admired and to feel superior -- a need which also
makes him cling to his "white supremacy." Ideally, a
teacher should minimize the distance between himself and his
students. He should encourage them not to need him --
eventually or even immediately. But this is rarely the
case. Teachers make themselves high priests of arcane
mysteries. They become masters of mumbo-jumbo. Even a more
or less conscientious teacher may be torn between the need
to give and the need to hold back, between the desire to
free his students and the desire to hold them in bondage to
him. I can find no other explanation that accounts for the
way my own subject, literature, which ought to be a source
of joy, solace and enlightenment, often becomes in the
classroom nothing more than a source of anxiety -- at best
an arena for expertise, a ledger book for the ego.
Literature teachers, often afraid to join a real union,
nonetheless may practice the worst kind of trade-unionism in
the classroom; they do to literature what Beckmesser does to
song in Wagner's "Meistersinger." The avowed purpose of
English departments is to teach literature; too often their
real function is to kill it.
Finally, there's the darkest reason of all for the
master-slave approach to education. The less trained and
the less socialized a person is, the more he constitutes a
sexual threat and the more he will be subjugated by
institutions, such as penitentiaries and schools. Many of
us are aware by now of the sexual neurosis which makes white
men so fearful of integrated schools and neighborhoods, and
which make the castration of Negroes a deeply entrenched
Southern folkway. We should recognize a similar pattern in
education. There is a kind of castration that goes on in
schools. It begins before school years with parents' first
encroachments on their children's free unashamed sexuality
and continues right up to the day when they hand you your
doctoral diploma with a bleeding, shriveled pair of
testicles stapled to the parchment. It's not that sexuality
has no place in the classroom. You'll find it there but
only in certain perverted and vitiated forms.
How does sex show up in school? First of all, there's
the sadomasochistic relationship between teachers and
students. That's plenty sexual, although the price of
enjoying it is to be unaware of what's happening. In walks
the teacher in his Ivy League equivalent of a motorcycle
jacket. In walks the teacher -- a kind of intellectual
rough trade -- and flogs his students with grades, tests,
sarcasm and snotty superiority until their very brains are
bleeding. In Swinburne's England, the whipped school boy
frequently grew up to be a flagelant. With us the
perversion is intellectual but it's no less perverse.
Sex also shows up in the classroom as academic subject
matter -- sanitized and abstracted, thoroughly divorced from
feeling. You get "sex education" now in both high school
and college classes: everyone determined not to be
embarrassed, to be very up to date, very contempo. These
are the classes for which sex, as Feiffer puts it, "can be a
beautiful thing if properly administered." And then, of
course there's still another depressing manifestation of sex
in the class room: the "off-color" teacher who keeps his
class awake with sniggering sexual allusions, obscene
titters and academic innuendo. The sexuality he purveys, it
must be admitted, is at least better than none at all.
What's missing, from kindergarten to graduate school,
is honest recognition of what's actually happening --
turned-on awareness of hairy goodies underneath the
pettipants, the chinos and the flannels. It's not that sex
needs to be pushed in school; sex is push enough. But we
should let it be , where it is and like it is. I don't
insist that ladies in junior high school lovingly caress
their students' cocks; however, it is reasonable to ask that
the ladies don't, by example and stricture, teach their
students to pretend that those cocks aren't there. As
things stand now, students are psychically castrated or
spayed -- and for the very same reason that black men are
castrated in Georgia: because they're a threat.
So you can add sexual repression to the list of causes,
along with vanity, fear, and will to power, that turn the
teacher into Mr. Charlie. You might also want to keep in
mind that he was a nigger once himself and has never really
gotten over it. And there are more causes, some of which
are better described in sociological than in psychological
terms. Work them out, it's not hard. But in the meantime
what we've got on our hands is a whole lot of niggers. And
what makes this particularly grim is that the student has
less chance than the black man of getting out of his bag.
Because the student doesn't even know he's in it. That,
more or less, is what's happening in higher education. And
the results are staggering.
For one thing damn little education takes place in the
schools. How could it? You can't educate slaves; you can
only train them. Or, to use an even uglier and more timely
word, you can only program them.
I like to folk dance. Like other novices, I've gone to
the Intersection or to the Museum and laid out good money in
order to learn how to dance. No grades, no prerequisites,
no separate dining rooms; they just turn you on to dancing.
That's education. Now look at what happens in college. A
friend of mine, Milt, recently finished a folk dance class.
For his final, he had to learn things like this: "The Irish
are known for their wit and imagination, qualities reflected
in their dances, which include the jig, the reel and the
hornpipe." And then the teacher graded him, A, B, C, D, or
F while he danced in front of her. That's not education.
That's not even training. That's an abomination on the face
of the earth. It's especially ironic because Milt took that
dance class trying to get out of the academic rut. He took
crafts for the same reason. Great, right? Get your hands
in some clay? Make something? Then the teacher announced a
20- page term paper would be required -- with footnotes.
At my school we even grade people on how they read
poetry. That's like grading people on how they fuck. But
we do it. In fact, God help me, I do it. I'm the
Commandant of English 323. Simon Legree on the poetry
plantation. "Tote that iamb! Lift that Spondee!" Even to
discuss a good poem in that environment is potentially
dangerous because the very classroom is contaminated. As
hard as I may try to turn students on to poetry, I know that
the desks, the tests, the IBM cards, their own attitudes
towards school, and my own residue of UCLA method are
turning them off.
Another result of student slavery is equally serious.
Students don't get emancipated when they graduate. As a
matter of fact, we don't let them graduate until they've
demonstrated their willingness -- over 16 years -- to remain
slaves. And for important jobs, like teaching, we make them
go through more years just to make sure. What I'm getting
at is that we're all more or less niggers and slaves,
teachers and student alike. This is a fact you might want
to start with in trying to understand wider social
phenomena, say, politics, in our country and in other
countries.
Educational oppression is trickier to fight than racial
oppression. If you're a black rebel, they can't exile you;
they either have to intimidate you or kill you. But in high
school or college they can just bounce you out of the fold.
And they do. Rebel students and renegade faculty members
get smothered or shot down with devastating accuracy. Others
get tired of fighting and voluntarily leave the system.
This may be a mistake though. Dropping out of college for a
rebel is a little like going North for a Negro. You can't
really get away from it so you might as well stay and raise
hell.
How do you raise hell? That's a whole other article.
But just for a start, why not stay with the analogy? What
have black people done? They have, first of all, faced the
fact of their slavery. They've stopped kidding themselves
about an eventual reward in that Great Watermelon Patch in
the sky. They've organized; they're decided to get freedom
now, and they've started taking it.
Students, like black people, have immense unused power.
They could, theoretically, insist on participating in their
own education. They could make academic freedom bilateral.
They could teach their teachers to thrive on love and
admiration, rather than fear and respect, and to lay down
their weapons. Students could discover community. And they
could learn to dance by dancing on the IBM cards. They
could make coloring books out of the catalogs and they could
put the grading system in a museum. They could raze one set
of walls and let life come blowing into the classroom. They
could raze another set of walls and let education flow out
and flood the streets. They could turn the classroom into
where it's at -- a "field of action" as Peter Marin
describes it. And believe it or not, they could study
eagerly and learn prodigiously for the best of all possible
reasons -- their own reasons.
They could. Theoretically. They have the power. But
only in a very few places, like Berkeley, have they even
begun to think about using it. For students, as for black
people, the hardest battle isn't with Mr. Charlie, It's with
what Mr Charlie has done to your mind.
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